Sometimes T.T

By Raveen

"sometimes it seems as if i bother yu. like the things i did before do not attract yu anymore.
sometimes it seems as if yur skies have all turned gray. &&there's nothing i can say to make the gloom fade away.
sometimes i think tht what yu wnt is not with me. and yur heart is telling yu tht it'd be best for yu to leave.
but i cant help but wonder why these feelings take control. when all i wnt to do is make yu happy. make yu whole.
and to think tht i was about to pour my soul into yu. seems like yu wouldnt take it cuz yur actions say yur through.
yu've always been one to never finish what yu start. so why did i think tht yu'd be different with my heart.
i wish things could be different cuz im fighting for yur love. just open up yur eyes and i'll be what yu dreamed of.
giving me some chances but not tryna make it work. just two ppl with a title tht can be thrown in the dirt.
we talked about the sacrifices and choices we would make. the actions and the steps and the journey we would take.
so how come yu can change yur mind in the midst of all emotion.
acting like ive given everything but my devotion.
sometimes. just sometimes i wish tht things would be
the way we always wanted. well maybe it was just me.
so why'd yu waste my time giving me false hope.
whispering all those sweet nothings. it was all a big joke.
but dnt hold yur breath. there is no other like myself.
and yu'll soon figure tht out when yur searching for someone else.
hope she has everything i didnt. did the things i couldnt do.
gave yu everything yu wanted. may it all work out for yu.
as the relationship grows stronger, with some things yu wont concur.
soon enough yu'll be writing these same sometimes to her" - Raveen.